When you just fucked it up = Adventure

It doesnt matter anymore because you hate me and you love me. it doesnt matter anymore because I love you and I hate you. It just doesnt matter anymore because I still can, think and live, love and live, hate and live, live and live. And at the end of the day, It will never matter anymore because I'm going to continue posting a lot in this blog.

I know its a continues fight. I know you've got to show it to everybody and everyday.


But, everything can just change since you think of something. I mean since there's something on your mind, since you took the decision. It's before you raise your hand when you want to speak. It all can start since you felt the feeling that tells you that something is wrong or good with this or that. It can just start when you are walking in the morning to the bus stop. It can just start since you are late for the first class in the morning.

What is this? what is this feeling? what is it going to be? what on the hell is going to happen?

And then because you are a Man, you just can't turn back and nothing depends on you anymore. Ok it depended on you when this whole shit started. NOT ANYMORE. Are you still remembering?

Maybe it didn't depend on the drugs or the poison either. Can't you just accept that a fuckin decision can change this whole world? my whole world? her whole world?

And now you are like an idiot telling everybody how stupid and sorry you feel but fuck is it going to change something? is it going to fix this? And now I feel like a stupid because I can't even look at your eyes. And someday I'd love you to understand that it was me. That it wasn't me. That I just want to be with you. That I have showed you how happy I'm with you and that I just want to still been showing you this. But oh... i'm now remembering that it won't depend on me anymore.

This is an adventure. This one is the adventure which it doesn't matter if you wake up and you don't recognize the place. The importante thing in this adventure is not who is going to win or who is going to be happy at the end. The important thing of this adventure is to have it and remember it for your whole life because noboday is going to be killed and the world is not going to end just because you fucked it up. Are you sure?

Come on, come with me because if you know me then you will have for sure the most incredible adventure in your life for free !!!!!!!! have a carti, and cheers boys and girls !!!!!!!!

And thanks because know im thinking of you and I just can't stop.