The heroe of legend

friend of marco to marco.

+what?

-do you remember me when I was 15?

+yes.

- December, 2005...

+ ...
- You know I was with this girl... she was a fuckin bitch... anyway I just wanted to tell you something.
+ ...
- Once she just told me... hey you know I have to pay this shit, and if i don't pay it, Im gonna fuck with the guy I have the debt with...
+ fuck...
- At the moment, let me tell you the true, i though i felt something for that person but of course i feel completely different now. Anyway something changed. I felt betrayed, I felt hate, I feelt true sadness. I felt destroyed. I felt alone and these things were for the first time.
+ohhh...

- I got the target. I got many things but just now I can realize many mistakes I've done in that shit I was involve with... You know I got in love with lonelyness.
+ Are you just realizing it now?
- Yes. Since that moment I can't live without it. I just need it to live, to be happy, to be unhappy, to live....
+ So you just can't stop it...?

- I'm a fuckin addict now. I'm sorry I just needed to tell it. I needed to find the reason of many things.
+ Man, you need a drink.
- I was born for alcohol. You know what is the worst thing about it? I'm looking for having this shit. I'm looking for it? So, wtf ? what do i am ? am I a fuckin musician or what?
+ You just know it...
- And you don't know it right ? perhaps I'm too good for this world, perhaps we really know our destiny.

+ perhaps you are expecting too much about it. At the end, let me tell you, when you wish they are just behind you they never are, when you want them to call you, they will never do it, when you want them to give you a little moment, they will not give you... Perhaps Yes, we already know our destiny.

- Yes.

+ Painful.

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